I stood on my heart's porch thinkin' "Oh my God, I'll probably have to carry this whole load." I couldn't remember if I tried. I couldn't remember if I took my brain out, threw it so directly at the goal, I couldn't remember if I tried. I could have my mind erased and still not know exactly what I don't already know.

good morning everybody.

well i hope you are with me in the fight for the night sky. seems like something pretty important, no. but you know what, i know i can post that here, and you'll click it, and it ends there. i dont even know what you fuckers do, or are good for. you go to your fucking jobs and you do your job then go home and watch your lost finale. where is the ire that i have. where is the fight that i have. have you suppressed it? when does your rage come out? when do you stand up for yourself or something. i think its pretty fucking ridiculous, get off my goddamn site.

hrm. i cant really say anything cause i do shitall anyway. just felt like getting stern, im old school mother fucker.

want me to show you how i get things done? see me there, lamenting. yeah, you get it. you could see a real time version of that motherfucker right here. keep an eye on my cats, would ya? so yeah.

here, for now check this out.

well im standing next to a mountain... chop it down, with the edge of my hand.

my curiousity got the best of me and i went to the uhaul site. here ya go.

also, if you would be so kind, register for the nascar site and place some votes for clint boyer. THANKS!

well for fucks sake.

i dont know what is going on with my gimp. it refuses to save the above picture to 1024x768. saying bogus marker length or some shit. at first i thought it was my laptop. now it is not working on my desktop. so im beginning to think it is a java thing. java has fucked my life. it piggybacked some virus in on my old laptop. it piggy backed some virus in on my current desktop. and it got me in an argument with the uvu people because a program i was trying to run kept saying missing class or something. if youre using java, have class.

saw that coming from around the bend. andy dick roast on stern today. my thoughts are scattered about howard stern at the moment. yesterday artie took the day off to shoot an episode of rescue me and the show sucked. hard. today artie was back but under roast circumstances. it was just a bad roast, i expected more. im hoping soon that jd and elvis find their way to sirius, because at the moment, i really like them, i really like bubba the love sponge. btls.com. i ordered the ned mark shirt. fun stuff.

so that picture, i drove by that uhaul van a bunch of times but today i decided to stop and take a keener look. verify what i was seeing as real. do you get it? cause i sure as fuck dont. they should put a different link at the bottom. if i wanted to see what scientists were doing in the realm of monitoring sun-earth relations i probably would not go to uhaul.com. just a thought. you know, maybe id go someplace like here. be patient with it, if it loads completely it is worth it.

and thats just that. we watch the senators win a stanley cup. oh... i made it back to flickr for a bit. and i found some friends that i added as contacts. i found one woman, here, who completely fucking ruined my mind and week and rest of my life. well, she did not do it, she just helped it along by feeding my grandiose delusions. and their hunger is fine. i mean, if you can look at that and put it out of your head, cool. that is amazing. i just dont possess those faculties right now.