what is up?

as the frustration nears a breaking point dissolve into the cool winds of autumn. ahhh. AHHHH! kill it.

well how have we been. My body and mind feel unalterably changed after recently visiting the cape town of nj. on this trip i was able to read some of a book titled "intoxication" along with another book titled "gods of eden." Both of these books have been very, very, very entertaining.

Intoxication is about the urge in living things to get fucked up. It is really that simple. We have mountain goats in yemen to thank for coffee, in case you did not know. I have read two chapters and the author does the kind of research I can get behind. Experience. He is talking about getting crickets and snails fucked up on Datura. That is some impressive shit right there. He talks about cows getting fucked up on some toxic plants and becoming dependent on them then passing the dependency to their children. He says when they get hooked on the plant they tend to remove themselves from the pack, ignore crys of hunger from their children and neglect any responsibilities they might have had for the day. Weeeeooo

Gods of Eden. I do not recommend this book for anyone who is comfortable. There are certain truths in this book, one that I hacked up and spit on here about comets, that will rape your soul. Do you want that? Lets just smash you with the basic idea. Since the beginning of organized time there are forces involved in our universe undermining the fundamental purpose of life. These forces are manifest in every aspect of being and manipulate good forces and entities to accomplish bad things. Do you understand that? Do you understand that we have or have had good and humanity loving forces at work only for them to be hijacked for nefarity while still appearing benevolent. Let that sink down. This force is precise and has no name but is very much a sum of our beings.

ANNNNNYWAYS. I also had the opportunity to watch Memoirs of a Geisha. Something about being in cape may softened my defenses to this film. I watched it twice in two days. I do not consider that normal behavior. There is just something captured in that movie and something in the main actress and her satellites that burned my insides.

Fuckem.