My only fear is my own power...When im good, Im good...When im bad, Im better... Wouldn't you like to know?...Spend time with people i care about,and Live everyday like its my last moment in this cold, cold world........ SELF DEFEAT ... My feet were planted on the ground... but my mind was high into space... when i looked into the mirror I stared at the scars of defeat on my face... I stared at that person, and i didnt like what i see... And at that point I started cursin at the man Ive grown to be... I cant ever forget that feeling. because a man that forgets his history,is doomed to repeat it. ... ONLY U KNOW WHY .... The peices of my broken heart can never be replaced... The steps that I have taken in my life should never be retraced... No one should have to feel my pain, or my tourment... Its a shame to think of where ive been, and where i am at this moment... The things Ive seen, and done... Should never be witnessed by anyone... Its a story about a boy who faught for it all... Before his downfall... Who was born into the street... And taught only defeat... By parents who cared, but werent aware that the drugs they choose would destin me to loose... The streets chose me, I didnt choose the streets... My vision as i grew became so foggy that i couldnt see... See that it eats me alive... And for the money i strive... After all is said and done, the streets drove me mad... Now im forced to stand on my own , and stop the run before i loose the rest of what life have... Sometimes i just wanna roll over and scream... So i can waik up from this horrible dream... Before i loose whats left... I need to find my true meaning on earth, and ask god to help me through this mess... i pray I keep walking with my head held high... Ill keep moving on, and olnly u know why... ONE MORE CHANCE... I am surrounded by faces ,and faces but still feel completely alone...I am hounded by the life I taisted, The only life Ive ever known...But i cant complain I brought it upon myself... All the hurt and the pain that i ever so foolishly felt...My feet stomp the ground,But my mind is so distorted that i might not ever come around...Its hard to ignore all the sorrow around me,and the fear of how tomarow might be...The voice in my head grows louder... Calling me back to the streets in search of money, respect and power...If i start up again I wont finish the dance of life... But this shit has got to end... This is my last chance to get it right... REMEMBER SHOOT FOR THE MOON , EVEN IF YOU MISS YOUR STILL AMUNGST THE STARS
-t gunz