hey.

light the candle at both ends, am i right?

i am pretty upset that i have not seen hot cops. i think i have seen them, just not as much as i would like to. i dont even have the record, nor the cd, nor any songs in mp3 format. one part of that statement is a lie.

i am upset though. i really appreciate creative effort and when i cant manifest that appreciation as a form of support to the ones creating, it brings me down. not to mention that the two other people who grease the cogs of this lumbering jabberwocky are people i rarely see anymore. i tend to think im not making the effort. things can happen.

its just a mood. but i would not want to be in a situation saying, "i should have..." or, "if i only..." because that right there is regret.

the touchpad on my laptop decided to stop working. this ever happen to anyone? why do you judge me? human, flesh and blood. cast the first stone. casting call. wearing a cast. cast the line into the lake. upper caste? one tends to think, given circumstances. carries out ideas and scenarios. what ifs... get the hell outta dodge.

i had a dream the other nite that i was being chased by black bears. i woke up and noticed i left scissors on the couch. my mom taught me never to do that. you can run with scissors (i dont think anyone can sustain an injury there) just dont leave em open on the couch or bed. it wasnt scissors. it was the knife part of a corkscrew. nearly forgot.

there is a place that makes thai food, river kwai, right here in wayne. they have good food and great desserts. i had the fried bananas and vanilla ice cream, stupendous. ive also had their fresh mango and sticky rice. food.

well my candle burns like shit. in the instructions it says not to blow it out because it will effect the burning. well its not burning very straight and i havent been blowing it out. im left with a beeswax glob and a shitty half wick. im just really fucking bitter right now.